Cyro's Dungeon

Final Fantasy VII Advent Children

2006-04-25T19:23:42Z

Ok, I couldn't help it. I ran out and bought it today. I went to Best Buy first, they said they were sold out of it in an hour. Dissapointment, that made me worry I wouldn't actually find it. Then I went to Circuit City, two left. I was like, "Sweet!" so of course I grabbed a copy. I got home and put it in right away.

So what to say about it? Well, damn it's a hell of a lot better than The Spirits Within. Deffinately had more of the Final Fantasy feel to it. Then again sense it's based off of one of the games that's to be expected. I don't want to give anything away, but I'll just say it was pretty good. I was impressed.

New Computer

2006-04-12T19:47:18Z

I've been using this new machine for a week now. Because I finally decided it was time to replace the old one, which I've had for about four years. And I cannot believe the difference, it's so much better. This table here is a comparison of the two.

Component	Old Computer	New Computer
Case:	Antec Solution Black	Aspire X-Cruise Black
Power Supply:	Dynex 400W	Aspire 500W
Mother Board:	ABIT IT7 Series	ABIT AL8-V Series
CPU:	Intel P4 2.4GHz	Intel P4 3.0GHz
Memory:	Kingston 256MB DDR	PQI Turbo 1GB DDR2
Hard Drives:	1 Western Digital 80GB 2 Western Digital 60GB	1 Western Digital 320GB 1 Western Digital 80GB
Graphics Card:	BFG GeForce 5500	XFX GeForce 7600
Sound card:	Creative Sound Blaster Live! 5.1	Creative Sound Blaster X-Fi 7.1
CD/DVD Drives:	Pioneer DVD-ROM Pioneer DVD-RW	Sony DVD-ROM Sony DVD-RW
Keyboard:	Logitech Elite	Logitech G15
Mouse:	Microsoft IntelliMouse Optical	Microsoft Laser Mouse 6000
Monitor:	Sony 19" Trinitron CRT	HP 19" Flat Panel
Speaker System:	Altec Lansing Quad Speaker with Sub	Creative Inspire P7800 7.1

At first I was just going to do some decent upgrades, make it faster and able to handle newer games, but then I decided to bring it up to date with the newer technology. The mother board uses PIC Express now, my vid card is PCI Express x16, the Mobo also uses SATA for the HDD instead of PATA. The Processor and Mobo support 64bit and Hyper Threading. I decided to go with this so that I can upgrade to Windows Vista when it comes out. So in the long run this system should be able to interface with the newer technologies coming out. It's nice to finally have a Flat Panel instead of that huge CRT. I placed it onto a scale the other day and the thing actualy weighs like 60lbs. Not sure if the scale is correct, it feels more like it's about 40lbs. Reguardless it's heavy. The new keyboard is sweet too. the Logitech G15 gaming keyboard, has 18 programable buttons And three mode buttons, giving a total of 54 Programables. The keys are also backlit, I love that, it's this nice blue back lighting. Goes with the blue LED lights that are inside of my case. And yeah, I colored my case I use blue LED fans and the font of my case has blue LED gauges that meassure heat, fan speed, and volume level, and I got a power supply that has blue LEDs in it as well. For the mouse, I switched from an Optical to a Laser mouse, and wow. The difference between the two is really noticable. I remember switching from a track ball to optical and how much better that was. But wow, switching from an optical to a Laser is really nice. The mouse is much smoother and more accurate. And then there's the graphics card, a GeForce 7600. Not quite top of the line, the 7900 is about the top. But there's a great price difference. The 7600 was only $209, versus the 7900 which range to about $400.

And finally there's the Sound Card and the Speaker system. Wow... I hooked up all my speaker and messed around with the setting on the card, I kid you not it sounded like I was in my own personal theatre. Unbelievable. I must say I'm extremely happy with this new computer. It's so much better than my old one.

And one more rant I must have, FEAR, First Encounter Assault Recon. A First Person Shooter that I've been playing lately. The game is awesome! I thought Doom 3 was sweet. FEAR is a lot better IMO. In FEAR you are part of a special forces group who is sent in to deal with this group of terrorist that have taken over a building but are not giving any demands. The terrorists are an army of Clones, who are controled by one guy telepathicly. It's a horror style game and it can get very creepy. they use lighting and shadows to spooke you, as well as images flashing infront of you, seeing things move about and if you bump into things like cans and jugs they make noise. Awesome game.

Anyways... that's all. I'm done.

I got bored.

2006-03-06T20:12:41Z

<td align="center"> Your Mom --
[adjective]:

Tastes like fried chicken

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Genocide... dude... I rule.

2005-12-12T01:39:52Z

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last week I donated bone marrow to whispy_thing in a life-saving procedure (300 points). In September I helped alk across the street (6 points). In August I committed genocide... Sorry about that, aamarie (-5000 points). Last Sunday I set celebritylv's puppy on fire (-66 points). In November I pulled __yourkissalone's hair (-5 points).

Overall, I've been naughty (-4765 points). For Christmas I deserve a spanking!

Sincerely,
Cyrotronix

The name's Bond, James Bond.

2005-12-01T21:58:59Z

You scored as James Bond, Agent 007. James Bond is MI6's best agent, a suave, sophisticated super spy with charm, cunning, and a license's to kill. He doesn't care about rules or regulations and somewhat amoral. He does care about saving humanity though, as well as the beautiful women who fill his world. Bond has expensive tastes, a wide knowledge of many subjects, and his usually armed with a clever gadget and an appropriate one-liner.

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James Bond, Agent 007

71%

Indiana Jones

50%

The Terminator

50%

The Amazing Spider-Man

42%

Neo, the "One"

42%

Batman, the Dark Knight

42%

Lara Croft

38%

William Wallace

38%

Maximus

38%

Captain Jack Sparrow

33%

El Zorro

17%

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Gotta have the cool car.

2005-08-27T19:27:53Z

Batman
Congratulations! You scored a super 71%!

Cool, calm and powerful. Whilst your actual super abilities may not be
anything too dazzling, you have earnt the respect of both friends and
enemies in response to your amazing fighting skills, strategic combat
and experience.
Luckily you have access to the greens which can fund all your majorly
cool gadgets, vehicles and weapons! Also, you're reluctant but still
accepting to the idea of having a teammate/side-kick, which just makes
everything a whole lotta fun, doesn't it now!
On the down side, you've probably suffered some sort of trauma at a
young age (that's why we don't talk to the old man near the swings,
kids).
Similar to the Wolverine, your past is a base for your current
motivation, undertaking some kind of personal vow in search of justice.
All in all though, you're one tough nut. There's not a lot of people
who have the minerals to go up against you, and you're experienced
enough not to get cocky and let the little things like never finding
happiness get you down!

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 79% on Heropoints

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Third day and counting.

2005-08-17T21:06:59Z

So today was the third day at work with no power. Monday the sent us home, Tuesday and today we had to work. Apparently Consumers Energy had installed a new generator but messed something up and ruined it, so they had to order one from down south. Morons. You'd think they'd know better than that. Anyways, they said by midnight tonight we'd have power... we'll see.

So tomorrow is Thursday. Going to that car cruise thing. I was hoping to see her yesterday at Mr. Quicks, but she didn't come to that one. Or if she did it was after I left. Which could be possible, since I left early because of having baby with me. But hopefully I'll see her tomorrow. Going to try and talk her into coming to the classic car showing they are having next tuesday at the Getty Drive-In, yeah we acctually have a Drive In theatre around here. Going to take the T/A there should be pretty fun.

So I'm just sitting around right now, waiting for her to hop on AIM so I can bug her. Heh. Watching baby, she's being so cute. She's sitting in this play thing with all sorts of toys and she's just wiggling about in her seat playing with all the toys. Awww...

Anyways, that's all.

The Trans Am is CLEAN!

2005-08-15T19:25:09Z

Today I got to work and no lights were on. I thought maybe some one was playing around with the wirering or something. Come to find out a transformer was damaged or something. I don't know the specifics. But I do know it was an underground one that ran like four factories around the area. The power company said it would take 6-8 hours to fix, so after a bunch of crap we were sent home. I went over to my parents house because baby was still in daycare, and in order to get the coverage I need, she needs to stay in there the entire day. So I decided the Trans Am was long over due for some TLC. So I took it out and picked up sone new cleaning supplies and did an entire overhaul. I dusted it, washed it, waxed it. Even cleaned the actualy tires. Not the wheels, but the rubber tires, with a special rubber cleaner... I didn't even know they had that. So now it's shiny! Nice and clean. All good to go for thursday. WOO! It looks so pertty. I cleaned all the glass and the inside as well. Look really nice.

Gas... gas sucks! It's up to 2.79 a gallon. I couldn't beleive my eyes. I found a place that was still at 2.58 so I topped off my tank just as they were upping their own prices. Let me tell you, the gas stations still at 2.58 are PACKED. I've never before in my life seen gas hike up in a month so much. Last week gas was at 2.16 a gallon. and now it's at 2.79? Shouldn't that be illegal or something? Probably not because the Government has there hands in the oil industries. Oh well not much you can do about it. Life goes on I suppose.

I can't wait to go get Sarah from the day care. I miss her so much. Every morning I take her there it gets harder to let her go. I just want to keep her and snuggle her! She's so adorable. She's really good at standing now. Get's into everything. Got a keep a close eye on her and what not. She's just so cute. Yesterday I had her in the bedroom and I have this box full of CDs. And she stand up next to the box and starts through the CDs out onto the ground, it was so CUTE! She's so awesome.

Anyways, I close this for now, ta ta!

Resolve.

2005-08-15T01:58:18Z

So I discussed everything with her. And all is resolved now. So that's all cool. ^_^

So now I'm looking forward to Thursday. I'm taking the Trans Am to a local car cruise thing they hold at a resturant here in town. She'll be there too so we can hang out. She has a mustang, a newer one, but it's still pretty neat. It's awesome to find a girl around my age who's into cars. She's also into computers and gaming... Hmmm... sounds like a possible match. Oh yeah, she's good looking too. ^_~

Anyways, that's all.

The past comes back.

2005-08-14T21:29:57Z

You think things just go away after a while and that you can move on. Then something resurfaces.

Well yesterday I talked about meeting that girl yesterday. After a while I started thinking she was really firmiliar to me, but I couldn't remember. So I started talking to my best friend about her and he said, "Yeah, I know her, so do you." and then he disseapered. And so I was left wondering about it... then it came to me. When I commited the incident five years ago, there were two other people involved. Two people I showed the weapon to. My best friend Will and his girlfriend Emily... well guess what, that was his ex-girlfriend Emily... she got suspended for 10 days because of it... I'm not sure if she realized who I am. I need to talk to her about it, but haven't gotten the chance yet. But that's just weird. I'm worried about how she's going to feel about it. I'd hate for the past to come bite me in the ass now, but I know it's possiable.

Anyways, that's all.

Faygo Red Pop is good.

2005-08-13T18:30:08Z

Today has been... am most fun day, and it isn't even over! Got up this morning and jumped online like always. Went into a chat room just to lurk around and there was this person in there that clearly liked Mustangs and apparently owned one. Being a car person myself I decided to chat with them about cars. It eventualy came to the point where she mentioned she lived in MI. Being curious I asked her what part and what do you know? The same area as I live in. So we talked more, and eventualy menioned where she worked and I said something about knowing where that was at, and one thing lead to another and then I decided I'd go up there and bring the T/A. So I did. We sat and talked for... maybe a half hour to an hour? About cars and what not. It was fun, really enjoyed myself. Nice to find a girl who's into cars.

Then I went to the car show in Coopersville. Yeah... you know your in a hick town when they have tractors at a car show... anyways, my dad was there so I stopped by and talked to him. He had his car there a Catalina 2+2. And then I wandered around. Found three Trans Ams that were black. None of them were identical to mine. One was indeed a Blackbird Special edition but it had black interior instead of tan. Then another was a WS6 package and that had tan interior. And then there was just a plain jane T/A with black interior. And so far, that's been the extent of this day.

A final farewell.

2005-07-18T23:50:18Z

She's gone... I really don't know what else to say. She left this morning on a greyhound for PA... We've had our good times and our bads. Our differences and our problems. Though we are no longer together, we're still friends at least. But I will miss her.

Upcoming weekend adventures.

2005-05-27T05:07:48Z

Well, this should be a pretty fun weekend. Tomorrow I'm leaving work early to go out of state, going to Ohio for tomorrow and satureday for a car show, I'm pretty excited about it, get to spend time with my dad and stuff, really looking forward to it. Then sunday, I'm going out bowling. Yup, bowling. Why? Because I got a date! Woo! There's this girl at work that I've been flirting with back and forth, and earlier this week she asked me if I wanted to go out bowling on sunday, and of course, I was all like sure!! She's a nice girl, I like her. So we'll see how things go. Maybe we can really hit it off!

Anyways, aside from that not much else going to be happening. Laters.

I die.

2005-05-24T02:02:16Z

You scored as General Grievous.

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General Grievous

81%

Darth Vader

67%

Yoda

56%

Mace Windu

50%

Anakin Skywalker

47%

Clone Trooper

44%

Emperor Palpatine

42%

Chewbacca

39%

C-3PO

39%

R2-D2

25%

Padme Amidala

22%

Obi Wan Kenobi

19%

Which Revenge of the Sith Character are you?
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cyrotronix @ 2005-05-11T20:58:00

2005-05-12T01:00:02Z

Down in the workshop all the elves were makin' toys
For the good Gentile girls and the good Gentile boys
When the boss busted in, nearly scared 'em half to death
Had a rifle in his hands and cheap whiskey on his breath
From his beard to his boots he was covered with ammo
Like a big fat drunk disgruntled Yuletide Rambo
And he smiled as he said with a twinkle in his eye,
"Merry Christmas to all - now you're all gonna die!"

The night Santa went crazy
The night St. Nick went insane
Realized he'd been gettin' a raw deal
Something finally must have snapped in his brain

Well, the workshop is gone now, he decided to bomb it
Everywhere you'll find pieces of Cupid and Comet
And he tied up his helpers and he held the elves hostage
And he ground up poor Rudolph into reindeer sausage
He got Dancer and Prancer with an old German Luger
And he slashed up Dasher just like Freddy Krueger
And he picked up a flamethrower and he barbequed Blitzen
And he took a big bite and said, "It tastes just like chicken!"

The night Santa went crazy
The night Kris Kringle went nuts
Now you can't hardly walk around the North Pole
Without steppin' in reindeer guts

There's the National Guard and the F.B.I.
There's a van from the Eyewitness News
And helicopters circlin' 'round in the sky
And the bullets are flyin', the body count's risin'
And everyone's dyin' to know, oh Santa, why?
My my my my my my
You used to be such a jolly guy

Yes Virginia, Now Santa Claus is dead Some guy
From the swat team blew a hole through his head
Yes little friend now, thats his brains on the floor,
I guess they wont have the fat guy kicking around anymore
But now there's no more presents for the children's enjoyment
And the Elves got to stand in the line and file for unemployment
And they say Mrs. Claus, she's on the phone every night
With her lawyer negotiating the movie rights

They're talkin' bout - the night Santa went crazy
The night St. Nicholas flipped
Broke his back for some milk and cookies
Sounds to me like he was sick of gettin' gypped

Wo, the night Santa went crazy
The night St. Nick went insane
Realized he's gettin' a raw deal
Something finally must have snapped in his brain
Wo, something finally must have snapped in his brain
Tell ya, something finally must have snapped... in his brain

Verrrrry bored.

2005-05-06T01:18:35Z

Basic Survey [ 87 questions]
Created by PinkEtnies and taken 21047 times on bzoink!
basics
Name:	Chris
Nickname:	Cupcake... no, seriously.
Location:	Spring Lake, Michigan.
Gender:	Uh... unisex!
Birthplace:	MARS!
Birthstone:	Kryptonite
Birthday:	November something or other.
Sign:	200 mph!
Righty or Lefty:	Depends on what for, ^_~
Screenname:	YOUR MOM!
your looks
Height:	6'4
Weight:	5 kagillion tons!
Shoe size:	16
Hair Color:	Brown
Hair Length:	Very short
Eye Color:	Hazel
Size:	... >.>
Glasses:	None
Braces:	None
Piercings:	Left Ear
Tattoos:	None
fashion
Where do you shop:	at the store...
What do you usually wear:	NOTHING!
What kind of shoes do you wear:	Combat Boots
Do you wear a watch:	no
Color you never wear:	pink
Color you wear at least once a week:	blue
Something you wear everyday:	black
Do you wear make up everyday:	no
Make up essential:	no
Most cherished piece of clothing:	Nerv t-shirt
You wouldn't be caught dead wearing:	spandex
Do you wear belts:	yes
Do you wear hats:	sometimes
How many pairs of shoes do you have:	2
music
Favorite kind of music:	Rock
Least Favorite:	Rap
How many CD's do you have:	Too many for my brain to comprehend
Last CD you bought:	The in my CD player right now
Whats in your CD player right now:	The last one I bought
Do you download music:	I'LL NEVER CONFESS!
Favorites
Color:	Green
Number:	7
Season:	Fall
Ice cream:	Cookie Dough
Website:	... snickers
Quote:	"Screw you guys, I'm going home."
Store:	EB Games
Band:	Disturbed
Singer:	Sting
Rapper:	MC Chris
Group:	...
Song:	Fett's Vette and Desert Rose
Movie:	Star Wars Return of the Jedi
Actor:	Harrison Ford
Actress:	Julia Roberts
Kind of movies:	Action
Place to be:	Home
Time of day:	Evening
Clothing Brand:	I hate brand names
Animal:	Dog
Food:	Any
Holiday:	Easter
Shape:	hehehe
Restaraunt:	Famous Dave's
Fast food place:	Burger King
Boy's name:	See below
Girl's name:	See Above
Word:	Freebirth
Month:	October
Candy:	Butterfinger
love and relationships
Sexual Preference:	Straight
Boyfriend or Girlfriend:	None
Crush:	Lou Lou!
Do you believe in love at first sight:	Depends
What do you look for in a guy/girl:	Depends
Best physical feature:	Whatever
Best hair color:	Whatever
Best eye color:	Whatever
randoms
Do you paint your nails:	No.
What color is your tooth brush:	Clear with invisable pokadots!
What's on your desktop:	BattleTech wallpaper and icons.
Do you like roller coasters:	Yes.
Do you do drugs:	No.
Are you a virgin:	... gee... I have a kid... answer it yourself.
Do you have any pets:	No
What time do you go to sleep:	Whenever I'm tired
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Title? I need one? I think not.

2005-04-23T00:57:46Z

Well... what's happened since my last update? Do I even remember? Sometimes I wonder. Anyways... let's see... Work's been insane. 12 hour days all this week almost. Twice I was at work until 8pm. That's starting at 7am. Yeah... That's going to stop though, apparently we're set on a schedual of 7-5 now. Ten hour days aren't so bad... but we have to work this Satureday... ok, I normaly wouldn't raise a fuss, but I'm pissed. Why? Simple, they are making us work durring our weekend because THEY fucked up. Why the hell are we standing around doing nothing from 7-12, and then loading shit loads of trucks from 12-8? That's bullshit... and then we have to work on the weekend to make up for their shit? Oh and yeah. Greg the man, aka god, is trying to blame it all on us. when it's his doing... Do I smell a "You're Fired!"? I hope so... he's fucking shit up way to bad. He needs to keep his nose out of our jobs. Speaking of hirer ups, the owner's wife has been out working in the shipping area... and let me tell you, she thinks she all that. Bitch, you're store bought titties aren't all that great, and you most certainly not that good looking. Get the fuck off our docks and back into that damned office! Oh yeah... why is she out there? Because she is running our barcode scanner for doing serial tags... I love computers, I don't know what my life would be like without them, but they have no fucking place in our shipping department... When we used to write down the serial numbers shit went smooth, stuff got done... but this mother fucking computer shit is always locking up, crashing, and all sorts of bullshit. So a 20 minute truck load turns into an hour load. That's bullshit... Get that fucking thing off our docks... they are trying to upgrade so much shit too fast and they are fucking up. And it doesn't help that Sam's Club/Walmart are always threatening to revoke their contracts with us. Shit's going to get fucked up, and you know what sucks? We're the ones who will take the blame. Becuase their computer is perfect. */sarcasm* But yeah, so far I've racked up a 54 hour week, and I have to work tomorrow as well... Yay for FAT L00T!

Anyways, enough about work. Onto Sarah! She's doing so great! So attentive, she's begining to crawl and is able to sit up on her own now, it's so awesome! I can't believe how amazing it is that she can do all these things we take for granted and do every day. It's so awe striking. It makes me so proud to be a father, I can't even explain it with words...

What else has been happning? I got a sound system installed into the Bonneville, Sony Tape Deck, Kenwood 920Watt Amp, and 2 800Watt Pioneer 10" Subwoofers! Talk about a good BOOM! That system rocks... now just to get the governer removed and add two turbo chargers!!! lol Just kidding, no uber speed for me, although it would be cool to be able to smoke those damned Rice Burners. Just loud music. Eventually I would like to do more with the car though. I got new tires, but I need a new windshield yet, and I'd like to have the car repainted from the blah white to an awesome midnight blue, or some other dark hue of blue. Because... dude... there are like millions of '97 white bonnevilles around here... it creeps me out.

Let's see... what more? One of my friends is having some difficulties in the love department, I won't disclose names or exactly what's happening. But I'm concerned about her... I used to go with her online, but things never developed farther than that (All my doing, of course I do regret it.) I wish I could help her more than what I can. We talked on the phone today, she sounded pretty upset. :( I hope things get better for her, I really do.

I'm not sure there is anything else to really talk about in this post... so I guess I'll wrap it up.

WTF....

2005-04-14T23:32:58Z

What a day... work went well. Slipped with a razor knife and cut my thumb, yay.

Aside from that there were no real problems. But damn it, when I have to come home to bad news. I don't feel like disclosing it so I'll leave it empty. Sometimes I wonder just wtf is wrong with this world, and while such good people have to suffer in such horrible ways. It just doesn't make sense....

Another entry.

2005-03-31T01:27:39Z

It's been a little bit since my last entry, so I'll give an update. What's been happening... hmm... Well, Satureday night I went out with some friends, and let's say I had a kick ass time. It was nice to get out with some friends and just chill.

Let's see... what else. Well I got a DVD Burner finally, I just need to end up getting the software now... how could I forget that? I have no idea. *lol* So that's going to be awesome when I get that up and running.

Ok... onto work. Work is pretty cool, as I think I have said before. It's enjoyable and not a bad place to be. But lately things have been getting... frustrating. Nothing to the point where I would quit or anything, just something I want to talk about I guess. ANyways, I don't mind working overtime... but the thing is, I want to be working. Not standing/sitting around for like an hour or so doing nothing when i could be at home spending time with Sarah... It just irks me. And everyone else gets irked as well, and then we're all in a irritable mood and tempers fly. Not fun, but something I have to live with I guess... so anyways, yesterday we had this truck driver in who decided he was going to tell us how to load the truck... Ok mister, understand this, you are a "truck driver" you drive truck. We are the "shippers" We decide how things get shipped, not you. But anyways, it lead to this heated conflict between him and my boss George. Unfortunately the higher ups told us to live with is and please the guy... so he tries to tell us to do all this impossible shit and we're like "fuck you" and stuff... yeah he didn't look very happy when he left.

Today was actually petty good, save the fact I got hit by a hilo (fortlift, lifttruck, whatever you want to call it) Anyways, I didn't get too hurt, just sore ankles and back. Nothing serious, I'll live. On a good note, I got to drive a Semi today, first time doing so. It was fun experience to say the least. I didn't do too bad either if I do say so myself.

Well anyways, I suppose I'll close this up.

But first, Andrea rocks!!! Woo woo!

Finally

2005-03-21T04:16:15Z

Well, Rachel finally called me, she had to call collect but that's ok, I don't mind. It was good to know she's safe. Was actually kind of nice to talk to her. Don't take that the wrong way, my feelings as far as love go for her no longer exist, but she is still my friend and the mother of my daughter so of course I'm going to care for her well being. At least I know she's ok, she said she had plenty of fun down in Florida, I'm happy for her. But she said she had no money for food and she's starving. I feel so bad, I wish I could wire her money instantly, unfortunately I cannot. God be with her.

RAR!

2005-03-20T18:45:44Z

Well unfortunately yesterday the evening plans fell through. Due to a miscommunication in times we never managed to find ourselves at the nightclub at the same time. Oh well, we'll just have to set up a different date to go. So I stayed home last night and just relaxed. Yay for relaxation! What else... hmm... not too much more happened yesterday. Well I went out with my mom because I wanted a new shirt for going to the nightclub. I found this awesome black t-shirt with Metallica written on it in this awesome green color. It's a neat shirt. Other than that I didn't do much yesterday, besides play with my precious baby!

Today... well so far I took baby out and about browsing stores. I was looking for Patlabor WXIII, but was unsuccessful at finding it. Then I tried to find MegamanZero 3, couldn't find that either. Buut... I found the Halo 2 Soundtrack. It's spiffy, good music. I need to beat that game. >.> Along with a bunch of other video games.

And geeze! Talk about a rip, gas has taken another hike. $2.22 a gallon... wtf do these people think? We're all made of money? It took me over $30 to fill the Bonneville up. At this rate, by the time summer comes, I won't be able to drive the Trans Am because of the damn gas. I mean... That car is a gas hog. Only gets 13 miles to the gallon.

Rachel comes back tomorrow... *monotone yay* I mean, it's not bad living with her. We stay away from eachother for the most part. While I'm home I take care of baby (because she takes care of her while I'm at work), and she just stays to herself on the computer. When baby goes to bed we both just sit on the computer. We barely even talk anymore. I do want her to leave, but as I stated before I'll never force her to get out. I just hope she can move out soon. One good thing is though, like two weeks later she'll be going down to Pennsylvania to be with her boyfriend Logan. And she'll be gone for two weeks. That'll be great, by myself for two weeks! W00t w00t!

Hmm... what else... I don't think there is much else. Well until next time.

Woo Woo ^_~

2005-03-19T15:05:13Z

Who will you be stuck with at end of time? by chi_a_baidh
Your name is
Your sex is
Your favorite color is
You are stuck there because	you can't die
For _____ years	69
With	Johnny Depp. Click for pic.
He/She will think you are	clever
You will	live in peace

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Killz0r!

2005-03-19T15:03:27Z

Your Homicidal Rampage! by crash_and_burn

Your name:

Weapon of Choice:

Chicken McNuggets

Your Favorite Target:

Women

Your Kill Count:

487,747,639

Your Battle Cry:

"I got mad skillz, yo!"

Years You Spend in Jail:

How Much Money In Damages You Cause:

$106,739,085,010,762

Your Homocidal Insanity Level:: 90%

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An actualy Update OMG WTF!

2005-03-19T03:06:14Z

Ok... so beyond all my little whiny bitching entries, it's time to update it with what's been going on. Well obviously I'm a father, Sarah is 6 months old now and is just so darned adorable! I can't get over how cute she is. I love her so much. I love being a dad. Also It's no new news that Rachel and myself broke up. Yay, whatever. I actually don't care anymore, and I'm darned happy about it. I mean, she left for like five days to go down to Florida to be with her family, one of her sisters is getting married. And the first night it was a bit hard, I got sort of lonely, but only because I've been living with her for so long. Now though, now I'm happy to be alone, I'm enjoying myself, and truth be told, I'm kind of... oh what a word for it... dreading it too harsh... hmm... Well let's just say it like this, I'm actualy wishing she would be returning. I don't want her here no more, I of course will NOT kick her out, I'm not going to be cruel like that, if she needs a place to stay she's welcome here. I'd just like it if she was no longer here. When I'm at work and all and I know she doesn't have to work that night I get this feeling in the pit of my stomache, like I'm dissapointed that she'll be there when I get home. *shrugs* Reguardless though, it makes me pretty darned happy. ^_^

Work... well, despite these long hours and not being home much I really enjoy work, it's a fun environment to work in. And of course these long hours make for a nice check. ^_^ But yeah, the guys are work with are awesome. I'm in the shipping department. A lot of heavy lifting, and other things to prepare boats to be shipped. Right now, our primary companies we ship to are Wal-Mart/Sam's Club, Dicks Sporting Goods, and Dunham's. We make small boats, Pedal boats, Canoes, and small Bass Boats. Our Pedal boats are known as Sun Dolphins, Play Mates (*snickers*) and Sea Hawks (For Tractor Supply only). As far as Canoes go we make OT Sport (JO boat actually. Most commonly found in Sam's Club), Rouge River (Dunham's gets a lot of these.), Mackinaw, North East Outfitters (I think that's for Dick's Sporting Goods only.) And then we have out Bass Boat line up, Pro 120, SportFisherman Pro 120, Sportsman 8.5 and 10. And then the American Jon Standard and the American Jon Deluxe. We also make more boats, they are ones we acquiored when we bought out Johnson Outdoors. But yeah, I really am enjoying working there... And, I just got a raise! W00t!!!

What else... hmm... other than that things remain pretty normal. I live on my own now, self supported pretty much. My parents still help out once in a while, God bless them. Still an online junky, and still always playing video games. Tomorrow though, I'm actually going out with some of the guys from work. Going to get out and be social! Maybe I'll meet a nice girl or something, that would be cool. Heh... I know I know. Wishful thinking. But hey, a guy can dream can't he?

So yeah... over all things are going pretty good.

I'll close out for now.

The Job.

2005-03-11T04:01:29Z

Ok... a little spiel about work. I'm a shipping clerk for a company called KL Industries. We make small boats, like pedal boats and small bass boats. The largest we make is like a 13 foot Bass Boat called the American Jon Boat. And then we have this large boat called the Escape Cruz. Anyways, I really like this job, it's fun, great boss, and great people to work with... But... being in shipping hours are crazy, and instead of being like a normal factory and working five twelve hour days when it comes to over time we work six ten hour days. Ok, no real biggy as far as being able to handle it goes, the problem comes in here. We work every day that is available for being able to pay bills, run erronds and other things that are essential to not fall into debt, to be able to eat, and to be able to keep the power on. I mean... I'm not even able to cash my checks because when ever I get out the bank is always closed... how can I get gas if I don't have money? Yeah... this is a problem. I have bills to pay. Most I can mail in, some however I cannot I have to go there and pay them... Well they are closed on Sundays, and are always closed when I get off of work. How can I pay them? I could ask my mom to, but dude, my mom isn't always in the best of shape. She has MS you know? I hate making her do everything for me.

And then there is my biggest issue, time with my daughter. I have a six month old daughter who I hardly even get to see. It sucks, I don't even get to spend time with my kid! And since I'm a big part of the crew they frown upon me missing days... and even though they haven't come straight out and said it, they've threatened me with my job... I can't lose my job. I've tried explaining it to them but it doesn't seem to be helping. I love the money and all that I get from working over. But dude! I need to be able to have some part of my life! I need time with Sarah... I need time to pay bills, I need time to actually cash my check. And they don't offer direct deposit either, I can only get a check, so I have to cash it... I mean, if Rachel had a car it might be able to work out, but she doesn't... only my mom, and I've already explained that.

I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place and I don't know where to turn. It's like... I'm going to have to flat out tell them, if I don't get some time to cash my check, I'm not going to be able to come to work because I won't have money for gas. Because it's the truth! I don't have money I have checks sitting around and I can't cash them. They aren't any good to me not being cashed.

And I miss Sarah... I get home from work and an hour later she goes to bed. I only have a fricken hour to spend with my daughter each night! Even on Satureday... the only day I have to myself is Sunday, and they've even mentioned having to work on Sunday... the foot WILL go down there. I need my personal time. I'm sorry, I understand work is important, but so is my daughter, and my life.